Dilemma

Somehow, I will always feel very stress when people ask me if I am going over to States this year. I don’t know why. Perhaps my decision is not firm or perhaps I am worried about the outcome.

If the opportunity of going overseas is given to me when I was younger, I would have leave without giving much thought to it. Now, there are too much things to weigh before making the decision. Ironically as it may seems, I always wanted to study/work overseas and my mum will always discourage me from making any plans. Now that when she feels that I should go, some part of me wants to stay behind. Men are complex, especially women.